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| LyrianWind | Jun 23 2005, 11:23 AM Post #1 |
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"Damn... He probably isn't coming.... I wouldn't blame him...." A small figure sat against the railings of the roof, staring right at the door. It wasn't late, but this figure was very pessimistic right now on his chances of actually being able to apologize to him. His dark black clothing, a shirt and shorts, his disheveled hair, and his pretty much ghostly complexion showed that he had not been getting much sleep lately. His left hand was gripped around a small object wrapped in paper, a makeshift gift that he hoped would help. Wirian just sighed, pulling his legs up to him, resting his chin on them. He had spent the first four days of the seven in a state of mental breakdown, crying nonstop. After that, the final three days.... He had thought every minute of every hour of every day, on everything. Everything had to be settled in his mind, or else he would just end up hurting him again. He didn't want to hurt him again. He had felt the pain and seen the hurt in Greg's eyes... He had hurt him badly before. He wouldn't allow himself to do that to Greg again.... ever. But, in his mind, Greg would just come up and pretty much tell him to fuck off, that he never wanted to see him again, that he would never forgive him for what happened. He expected that this would not be the only things said, and that he would get what was coming to him very quickly. And how could Wirian blame him? He was pretty much the reason that Will, Greg's hapiness, had dissapeared, and when he reappeared.... he had just brought pain. How could anyone forgive him for that? Dark clouds loomed on the horizon, making the normally sunny day very dark for something so clear. Of course, it wasn't nearly sunset, but it was nearing that time, and that was when he expected Greg. He had been there since he had woken up, and hadn't eaten, though eating wasn't even on his mind. He wasn't really hungry anyway. He hadn't been for the last three days, only eating when he needed to. His mind had been totally on Greg, and it wasn't until the last day that he finally came to the realization of why. There was no way he could really deny it either. But, he pretty much guessed all of his chances of telling Greg were shot.... He looked at the small package in his hand, then buried his face in his knees, tears welling up in his eyes. The old look of Wirian was gone totally, and right now, if anyone could have the same look as Will, this boy did. His shield was not up, and he looked so fragile that he could break if you touched him wrong. "God... He hates me.... I know he does.... I wish I could change time... I just wish I could just erase this all....." |
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| Tenkari | Jun 23 2005, 12:42 PM Post #2 |
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Greg had been thinking a lot, and crying a lot, over the last week. Wirian had hurt him emotionally, and honestly he didn't know if he could forgive Wirian for it, but then he remembered the promise he had made to Will before Wirian came around, he couldn't stay mad at Wirian, for Will's sake, where ever the shadow being was now. he would have to forgive Wirian, and be friends at least, but he descided not to persue any kind of relationship unless Wirian really wanted it, it seemed like he was in enough turmoil as it was. He climbed the stairs towards the roof, thinking, and he carried a small book with him, it was full of things he drew at random over the last week, something he thought Wirian might want if he wanted to learn more about Will. The book was full of vrious scenes of tiem time Will and Greg had spent together, all prefectly rendered from memories he had. There was the scene at the fountain where Will was helping him out of the water after the dog attack. Then there was the first time they met Zan while eating macaroni. Then there was the waterfall scene where Will had almost drown, he wouldnt have drawing that one but it was a pivitol part of there relationship. Then there was the night were he comforted Will after learning about Zan's death, he perfectly rendered that one as well, including his own injuries. There was the picnic under the moonlight in the meadow, that one was really hard to draw because there wasn't much light, but oh that was fun too, the moonlight cast a glow over everything. Then there was the drawing of Will in his blue kimono holding onto the stuffed rabbit after Greg had won it for him, will just looked so adorable in that picture. Then there was the the last time he saw Will, in the dorms, when he made the promise, they were stilling on the couch eating sandwiches, while he was shirtless, yet Will didn't seem to mind. After that were just random things he drew, mostly of Wirian and Will, and what might posibly be the future for the two of them, depending on how things went. He slowly walked upto the door and opened it, stepping out onto the roof, he looked around for wirian, and was stunned by the sight he saw. Wiria was crying, honestly he wasn't expecting that. he also saw somethign small next to him, but couldn't make it out. He slowly walked towards Wirian, trying to figure out what to say. "I'm here.... and please, don't cry." |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 23 2005, 12:52 PM Post #3 |
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Wirian looked up quickly, hearing the door to the roof open, and seeing Greg come out, he was tempted to just get up and run, as fast as he could, away from here. He was scared, deathly scared, he didn't know what he was going to do. He couldn't tell what Greg was feeling, and he didn't know what he was going to do if he couldn't handle it. He just stuck his head onto his knees again, not able to stop crying. After a few seconds, he looked up, wiping the tears from his eyes, but as soon as he made eye contact with Greg, he was unable to control himself, and he looked down, to the side, tears rolling down his face. "You must hate me..... think I'm pathetic.... I don't blame you... I am.... And you should hate me..... " As he looked off to the left, his eyes met with the poorly wrapped object in his hand. He looked at it for a few seconds, then closed his eyes, tightening his grip around it. He got up slowly, his head bent down, still unable to make eye contact with Greg without the chance of him breaking out into tears. He slowly held out the gift in shaky hands, unable to really say anything. When he finally did find the words, he choked back, trying to make it sound as normal as possible. "This... is for you... To say... I'm sorry.... That I never have felt worse... and that... even if you can't forgive me.... and never talk to me again... Just... please don't hate me.... I can stand you ignoring me.... and just not wanting to see me..... I can understand it too.... I just... I.... please don't hate me..." Inside the small bundle of paper was a rectangular box. It was a plain wooden box, with small designs painted onto it, making it actually very pretty to look at. The colors went well with the light wood color that consisted of the box, and from inside, when opened, a song would play. It was something that he had found in his coat pocket. It had been broken, and he had tried his best to fix it. He didn't know how Greg would react, but he was trying his best. |
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| Tenkari | Jun 23 2005, 08:23 PM Post #4 |
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Greg's eyes watered a bit as he heard Wirian talk, and he gently took the bundle and opened it, and stared a the box for a few seconds before opening it. He blushed softly as he ehard the song, it was beautiful. After it finished he closed the box and smiled softly at Wirian, and brushed the tears away from his own eyes as he spoke. "Wirian... I made a promise to Will, that I would always be hsi friend... while you and him are not the exact same person.... in my eyes you are, and I intend to keep that promise. I forgive you Wirian. And thank you for the gift.... this is for you." He held the book he made out to Wirian and blushed more as he struggled to keep his eyes on wirian. "I made this, of times me and Will had together... its your choice when you want to look at it.... but it might give you more insight as to what your shadow did here." |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 23 2005, 08:42 PM Post #5 |
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The musicbox... How could he have given it to Greg? It was something special given to him by his closest friend... And she had told him to give it to someone special. But, what did this all mean? He had done it really without thinking, and now, his mind was racing, everything going through his head at the speed of light. <<"Love is love, no matter who it is with, or what the circumstances are. You can't destroy that bond, nor can you ignore it. It's impossible. You know that just as well as I do. Listen, I don't care if you fall in love with me, or someone we know, but all I ask of you is to NEVER lie to yourself about who you love, alright? I could never stand it if I saw you miserable. You know that just as well as I do. You and misery go together hand in hand, and it isn't your fault. You are just built sensitive, and unfortunately, alot of times, you are unwilling to let those feelings go." "But... Laur.... I..." "Wirian, snap out of it. I don't care what your explanation is. Besides, there is nothing wrong with being yourself, alright? Like I said, I don't expect you to fall in love with me, but I do expect you to be true to yourself, if no one else, about who you love. You don't have to tell me, no matter who that person is, whether it be Tara, Nene, Aerin, or even...... Codael." ". . . . ." "Hehehe, I thought so. You are too easy to read, you know that right? Don't worry, I won't tell a soul until you are ready. Here, take this. It's a music box I made. The song is one I made myself. I hope you find someone nice to give it to.">> That memory played through his mind over and over as he looked through the sketches. They were beautiful, each one causing his heart to wrench anew, every single one wanting to make him cry. How could he have been so cruel to someone like Greg, when all Greg wanted was a friend, and all he wanted was a friend. After looking through the sketches in the book, he closed his eyes, holding it tight in his arms, close to his chest, his breathing slightly labored. He started to shake his head from the left to the right, unable to stop. 'Laur... you made it seem so easy... If only you were here....' He sighed, shuddering a bit, his face still looking at the ground, remembering his life long friend. She had always been his backbone in everything he did, but now she wasn't here. And he was at loss for words.... He wanted to say something, but didn't know how, or what to say even. He just continued to look down, tears still flowing down his face slowly. He was trying his best to form a sentence without choking up, but with that and the fact that he was stuttering was not making it easy. "Tha... thank you....They're... beautiful... .. If you.... want... to call.... me Will.... if it... makes you more... comfortable.... I don't... mind...." |
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| Tenkari | Jun 23 2005, 08:55 PM Post #6 |
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He reached up and gently brushed Wirians tears away, he didnt like to see the ones hey care about cry, even out of happiness, but he understood why Wirian was crying. His cheeks turned pink when he heard Wirian say he could call him Will, to be honest he didn't care what to call him. His ars gently wrapped around Wirian as he hugged Wirian, his eyes closed as he fought back tears of his own, he was happy for some reason and couldn't explain it. he just stood there holding onto Wirian, almost afraid that if he let go Wirian would vanish just like Will had, and he couldn't bear loosing him again. He spoke softly into Wirian's ear. "Wirian, or Will, I don't mind calling you either, but... I care deeply for you, please, don't cry. I know you might not feel the same.... but I have to tell you, if you want to be just friends... we can, if you wan't to be more, we can do that as well... I leave that upto you, I'm happy just... knowing you are happy." |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 23 2005, 09:05 PM Post #7 |
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Wirian, now Will, closed his eyes, unable to hold back his tears any longer. In fact, they weren't even tears of hapiness anymore, they were tears of pure, unbridled joy. He hadn't felt this happy in a long time. Not since the shadows had started appearing, not since all of this had started. It had been such a long time that he just let himself, not even wanting to struggle. In fact, he enjoyed this embrace, and didn't really want it to end. He smiled, pulling closer to Greg, unable to remove his death grip on the book, but just wanting to be more secure. He knew what was going on, and there was no other way he would rather have it. But he had to tell Greg the truth, the entire truth. 'Laur.... I truly love you... And I always will... You have always been here for me... Even after you have left.... Thank you....' "Greg.... I won't pretend to be totally alright with this.... My mind... says one thing.... my heart... screams another.... I'm confused.... I don't know what is going on.... But.... I don't want to leave you..... I don't ever want to hurt you again.... I don't want to run away... from the screams anymore...." |
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| Tenkari | Jun 24 2005, 12:18 AM Post #8 |
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Greg kept his eyes closed, but jsut nodded, pulling Will lcoser he smiled softly. He was just glad that Wirian was here, to be honest, he felt he'd have been lost had he never met Will, he was just happy that Wirian descided what he did, he murmured softly as he held Wirian. "I understand, if there's anything you want to talk about.... I'll listen, no matter that it is. I want you to be happy, I don't want you to.... feel that you have to like me only because... Will did,I just want you to be happy." A few tears were streaming down his cheeks as he turned his head and softly gave Wirian a kiss on the cheek and then hugged Wirian even more, almost afraid to let him go. |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 24 2005, 12:34 AM Post #9 |
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"If anything.... I would like to be telling myself.... I am only doing this because he did..... And that these weren't my real feelings.... And just let it all be over with.... Without any of these complications... to my life.... But, I can't... I tried telling myself that, and I just couldn't. It just didn't work. The way I feel is how I feel, nothing more, nothing less..... Though I wish we had more time to talk.... But we can't.... Since it's getting late.... And we're not allowed in eachother's rooms.... " He sighed, holding as fast and steady as he could, but he couldn't help it, he just started to cry as hard as he could. He didn't know what exactly what was going on in his head, or how it was real it was. It felt real, but was it? He just sighed, shaking his head. "I have so much I want to talk to you about... but we can't... can we?" |
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| Tenkari | Jun 24 2005, 12:42 AM Post #10 |
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"That never stopped will from seeing me, and honestly.... I doubt it would stop me either, unless I couldn't find anything to hide my ears and.... tail with, damn easy things to spot. But of course, if either of us ever... got caught, we'd both get in trouble, so I guess we'll just have to wait until tommorow. Though where should we meet?" Greg sighed softly and pulled away slightly, but still held onto Wirians arms, wanting to keep contact with the youg man as long as possible, his cheeks were pink as he stared into Wirian's face. He silently wondered if there would be a chance of one of them moving to the dorm building that the other is in, as he didn't really see anything special about the house system. "I wonder... if there is any chance.... that one of us could get transferred into the House that the other is in. I want to see you more often.... but right now that isnt possible unless I find some way.... to scale walls." |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 24 2005, 12:53 AM Post #11 |
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Will just closed his eyes, sighing, nestling his face into Greg's shoulder, really hating the fact that when he had so much to say... he wasn't able to say. He wanted to talk to Greg so badly about the things on his mind, but he knew he was unable to, not until there was no time limit. Not until they could talk for as long as they needed for everything to be told, everything to be expressed. But for now, he would just have to be patient. But, as it went, the darkening skies started to flash with lightning, thunder coming a few seconds letter. He just shivered, getting closer to Greg even still. "I wish... I wish that we could jut talk tonight... I don't want to leave you..... But tommorow is fine.... I guess.... I don't know my way around here very well... So just tell me and I will find it tommorow... I promise...." |
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| Tenkari | Jun 24 2005, 01:00 AM Post #12 |
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Greg heard the thunder and saw the lightning flaqsh, it was going to rain. Well crap, this wasn't good, but he smiled softly and looked down at Wirian's head on hsi shoulder. He thought for a moment, and descided that they should meet at the lake, it was fairly secluded, so the chances of them being overheard would be slim to none incase one of them started talkign about more personal thing. "It loosk like it's going to rain, we should head down now... anyway lets meet at the Lake again, less chances of soemthing interuppting... our conversation there. It's a beautiful spot and faily quiet, a nice place." He slowly made hsi way towards the door, moving with Wirian still clinging to him, he wasnt in much of a rush, since he knew that they would probably get soaked on there way back to there dorms anyway. this was just mainly to get them safer from getting struck by lighting, being higher up than most of the things surrounding you could be bad. |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 24 2005, 01:07 AM Post #13 |
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Will just looked up, nodding, then stuck his head into Greg's chest again, still feeling unsettled by all of this. He didn't want this to end, and he knew it very well. He knew what was going on in his mind, but he felt more at peace than he EVER had before. He truly felt nice, just being enveloped by Greg's arms now, and he just didn't want it to end. After a few seconds, he sighed, slowly pulling away, looking Greg straight in the eyes for the first time in a long time. He blushed, but it wasn't an embarrased blush. It was one where he was just glad to see his face. He smiled, hugging him, tears still going down his eyes on a regular basis. "Alright, the lake, tommorow... This time, I won't miss the meeting.... And I will be here..... Not some strange other world me... I am still sorry about what has happened.... I'm glad we will have a chance to talk it over... I'll see you later then." With that, he looked up, giving Greg a quick kiss on the cheek before he even realized what he was doing. He stepped back, shocked at what he had just done, then stared right at Greg. A very embarrased blush covered his entire face, and he just smiled, looking down, one word escaping his lips before he turned around and ran down the stairs as fast as he could, the blush still there, from ear to ear. " 'Till tommorw..." |
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| Tenkari | Jun 24 2005, 01:22 AM Post #14 |
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Greg smiled softly as he felt Wirian kiss his cheek, his face turned bright red as he saw Wirian turn away and leave, he sat there fora minute or two before heading down and to his dorm, the rain started when he was about halfway there, so he ran the rest of the way. When he got to his dorm he immediately took a hot shower and dried himself off before puttign on some fresh clothes and goingt o bed. The next moring he took a taxi into town and did a little shoppiong before he had to meet Wirian. He stopped by one of the novelty item shops and found a pair of pink fluffy bunny ears, the kind on a headband and bought a pair and had them wrapped for Wirian, he found them cutre, and thought Wirian might find them funny. He headed back towards the school and then once he got back he heded to the lake, gift in hand, wondering wether or not Wirian was there already, or if he was goingto be waiting for a while. It took him almost a half hour to get there, because the taxi left him on the far end of campus from where he wanted to go. |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 24 2005, 01:35 AM Post #15 |
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Will just stood in front of the mirror, looking at himself critically. In traditional fashion, he had chosen last night to finish the modifications on the piece of clothing that the 'original' Will had come in on. The top vest was now completed, and it pretty much fit with his form completely, changed from a vest to a jacket, short sleeved, but the bottom coming down all the way past his hips, tighter around the waist, simulating the dress part from before of sorts. The shirt underneath was also pulled into a shirt, not just a black jumpsuit anymore. Underneath, he wore normal pants, modified as well, and so were the boots, now not so rugged, but more modern. It was all still light blue, which he liked alot. He had decided to skip the designs until later, so he just went as that, plain, only a few highlighted areas. His hair, which was getting a bit long, was pushed off to the right, held up by a small pin. He smiled, seeing that he didn't look half bad for someone so rusty in designing arts. The original deisnger hadn't been half bad himself either. He laughed, looking at the clock, noticing the time, his eyes brightening up. He had alot of time, but he didn't want to be late. So, within the minute, he was dashing down the steps, moving as fast as he could through the halls until he was right outside of his dorm. Of course, his being the closest to the lake, he was right there, so he quickly moved out, looking around, trying to find Greg. Of course, it was a bit early for that, so he just sat down at the edge after a few minutes of searching. He knew Greg would show up, he just knew he would. |
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| Tenkari | Jun 24 2005, 01:44 AM Post #16 |
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Greg saw Wirian waiting from a distance, he smiled softly and noticed Greg didn't seem to be paying that much attention to his surroundings, so he took the extra minute and skirted around so he was now behind Wirian, yet at a distance. He slowly crept forward, wanting to surprise him, grinning from ear to ear, well, he would have been had hsi ears been in the same place as a humans. After about two minutes of sneaking up he knelt down beshind Wirian and wrapped hsi arms about him while simultaniously dropping the box with the bunny ears in Wirians lap, a soft giggle eminating from him. "Hiya there, dont we look all dressed up today... you look soo cute, makes me wanna....." He blushed a bit and stopped talking, it was too early to even joke about that, still he hoped that Wirian would be paying more attention to the box, or his arms, rather than his words right now. |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 24 2005, 01:50 AM Post #17 |
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"Wha?!" Will jumped back slightly, restricted by Greg's arms, which stopped him from going straight into the lake. Remind you of anyone? He just looked at Greg, a large smiled crossing his face as he saw him. He wasn't sure if he was gonna make it or not... And he had. So he just smiled, giving him a huge hug, squeezing as hard as he could, which really wasn't all that much, knowing his strength, which was pretty much non existant. He had heard Greg, but he had just ignored it, at least for now. May be used as ammo later on, but not now. He just looked at the box, then pointed to himself curiously. "This for me? You didn't have to....." |
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| Tenkari | Jun 24 2005, 01:58 AM Post #18 |
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Greg just nodded softly and giggled lightly before kissing Wirian on the forehead. Again that Naivety came out, being that there was no one else around, the gift had to have been for him, he thought it a bit silly, but didn't say anything except... "Of course it's for you, I had an urge to buy you something, besides, I think you will like it." With that he giggled again and blushed. Will seemed to have liked his bunny features, and seems that Wirian didn't mind them either, besides, he silently felt that by accepting them, Wirian was his. Sure it might sound selfish, but he felt that if Wirian liked them enough, it would bring them clsoer together. He silently watched Wirian, waiting for him to open the gift and waiting for his reaction. |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 24 2005, 02:04 AM Post #19 |
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He blushed deeply when Greg kissed him on the forehead. Of course, it wasn't a real kiss in some senses, but it was still a kiss, and he really didn't mind it all that much. Will just looked at the gift, then opened it slowly, wondering what was inside. As he did, he saw the pair of bunny ears inside, and his smile spread from ear to ear. He had never expected anything like this. He just laughed, sticking them quickly on his head, smiling, hugging Greg as hard as he could yet again, but still to no avail, his own strength being along the lines of pathetic and wimpy. "Oh wow! They are great! I love them. So, how do I look?" He turned around, still sitting, now facing Greg, the ears standing straight up, except the one on his right. Like his hair, which fell slightly forward to cover his right eye, the right ear fell forward, the support obviously not all that strong. He just looked up at it and laughed, enjoying it alot. |
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| Tenkari | Jun 24 2005, 02:10 AM Post #20 |
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Greg giggled softly as he saw Wiriabn spin around while wearing the ears, then noticedthat the right one flopped forward, he found that cute, especially since his ears had the habbit of falling into hsi face as well. He reached out and gently brushed the ear away from Wirians eye, so that it was hanging more to the side of his face, Greg's fingertips gently brushingm agaisnt Wirian's right cheek as he did it. He quickly pulled hsi hand away and blushed a bit before speaking. "You look really cute in them Will.... you could almost pass as my twin.... not identical of course, since you dont have... lavender colored hair. Nor a tail, but hey, we all can't be.... perfect." His arms slipped about Wirian's waist as he moved from a kneeling position to a sitting one, tempted to pull Wirian into hsi lap, but he didn't. "Since we descided to come here to talk.... what would you like to talk about?" |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 24 2005, 02:19 AM Post #21 |
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Will blushed as Greg's hand grazed his cheek. He had never felt so embarrased about casual contact before. But, it wasn't embarrasment either.... It was something different. He couldn't tell what it was, but he knew why he was doing it. Any show of affection from Greg seemed to trigger it, for definite reasons. He just smiled, looking off to the side, very close to Greg right now. "Alright... since we have time, I guess I can talk.... Thing is... I like you.... Alot... And it's not because of who I was.... My mind keeps telling me this is wrong, that it will never work, that... I should just give up, leave you alone, not be such a burden to you...." He sighed, looking down now, trying to find the right words, struggling for them. After a while, he just looked up, a look on his face that said it all, but he wanted to say it anyway. "But... my heart tells me.... that liking you isn't a bad thing... That liking you... is something that I have been waiting for.... For a very long time.... I can understand if you don't want to rush or anything... I'm not the old me.... So, I could understand if you just want to stay friends... But even then, I don't think my feelings for you could change...." He just sighed, still looking down, his real ears turning a bright shade of red as he said this. It was alot easier than he ever could have expected. But then, there came the hard part. His mind taking control. His pessimistic little view that took control whenever he was truly happy, showing him that something was wrong, nothing could be that easy. He just looked off to the side, starting to back off slightly. "Oh who am I kidding... No one could ever like me....'ll just be a burden.... You should just forget what I said... I'm sorry... for everything... for wasting your time like this.... I would change it all, I would, so that he could come back... Since I can never be him...." |
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| Tenkari | Jun 24 2005, 02:30 AM Post #22 |
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Greg just blinked a bit as Wirian was talking, he was saying one hting, than contradicting himself in the next. He shook hsi head a bit and smirked a bit as he quickly pulled Will into his lap and kissed him softly, his face almost the same shade as his ears,he just sat there for a long time, holding Wirian to him, he believed the first words that Wirian said, but it seemed the second set was some kinda defense that his mind had to keep him from getting hurt. he would never hurt Wirian, he honestly couldn't, he was too in love with him to even think about it. "I love you Wirian, and honestly, I hope we... can be more than friends, but I don't want to rush things, so I'll... leave that descision upto you. If you wan't to stay friends, then so be it... however, just because we are friends, dosent mean something wont develop... later on. I love you, and I know deep down you have the same feelings... listen to your heart... It never steers wrong." He laid hsi head on Wirians shoulder, since he was a bit taller than him now that Wirian was in his lap, his face pressed lightly against Will's neck as he sat there, waiting for any kind of response. |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 24 2005, 02:47 AM Post #23 |
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Will just looked at him, his eyes, yet again, filing up with tears, his face turning a bright shade of red from the kiss. He just hiccuped slightly, sobbing into Greg's shoulder. Why did he have to be such an ass all the time? Why, Why WHY!? He hadn't wanted to hurt Greg or give him the wrong idea, but he always seemed to keep doing that, over and over. And yet, Greg had just told him quite clearly that he loved him, no matter what. It was just all too much to take in at first. He just cried, taking both hands and wrapping them around Greg, holding himself as tight to Greg as possible. "I... didn't... mean... that.... I .... I..... want to be with you... as long as I can.... I wouldn't have it... *hiccup* any other way.... I want to listen... I really... really do...." He just closed his eyes, laying his head on Greg's chest, not able, or wanting to move it. He didn't know what he wanted right now... if he wanted to head back homr, or just stay here.... But one thing he did know, was that he wanted to be with Greg as long as he physically could. That, he hadn't lied about. He had told the truth with all of his heart. |
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| Tenkari | Jun 24 2005, 02:54 AM Post #24 |
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Greg smiled softly and gently rubbed Wills back as he cried, and he blushed a bit as he lifted Wills head and kissed him again, this time it wasn't quite the same, this one was filled with all of hsi feelings towards Wirian, he didn't know what came over him to do that, but he didn't want to stop himself either, he wanted Wirian to know that he wasn't just saying these things, that he ment it, and perhaps that it would dispell the doubts that hsi mind had. After abotu a minute he pulled away, his cheeks so red they almost looked bloody as he looked at Wirian, unable to talk, as he had stunned himself by actually doing that. he didn't look away though, as he felt that would just raise more doubts inside Wirian's mind. He just waited for something to break the silence. |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 24 2005, 03:05 AM Post #25 |
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Will just looked straight at Greg, his eyes wide, his mouth hanging open slightly, a wierd look on his eyes. It was one as if he was ripped between two thoughts, one of just wanting to run, and one of just wanting to stay. It was the emotion he had had earlier, the one that he had never been able to explain. But before, he had chosen to run, too scared. And he knew that this was it. He had to do this if he truly wanted to prove to himself what he felt. He had struggled for so long on this, and he had no idea, no idea whatsoever, on what to think, what to feel, or what to do. So, he decided to just act, do what he was feeling, not what he was thinking. He just closed his eyes, and placed his head on Greg's chest again, smiling. "That... was nice Greg.... I don't mind.... if you don't.... So.. don't feel bad.... I like it.... Like I said... I want to be with you as long as possible.... And that means... things like that.... And other things.... if you want...." He smiled, pulling his head back, looking Greg straight in the eyes. In reality, there was nothing more that he wanted to do than to kiss him right on the lips with everything he had. Unfortunately, he really didn't know what to do. He had never kissed someone like that before, and he was still at a loss of sorts. He just smiled, looking down, blushing brightly at what he was about to say. "Could.... could you teach me to do that? I.... I really don't know how to.... But... I'de.... like to learn.... from you...." |
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| Tenkari | Jun 24 2005, 04:21 AM Post #26 |
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Greg smirked ever so slightly at the look Will had given after he had kissed Will, it reminded him much of a deer caught in the headlights of a car, he thought Will looked a bit cute, yet mortified at the same time. It seems like that was enough to jar him out of his 'relying on his brain.' that he had been doing. When Wirian finally spoke, he actually blushed, as the part about 'other things' could mean so much, it made him blush just thinking about it. perhaps someday, but not today, greg thought that would just give Will a heart attack or something, and he didn't need that. When Will asked Greg to teach him on how to kiss like that, he just smiled softly and leaned forward and kissed Will softly on the nose before smiling. "It's not as hard as you think... in fact, don't think. Just open your heart when you kiss... let your emotions out while you do it, you'd be amazed how different a kiss can feel... just by the emotions behind it. don't think about it, just do it... your heart should dictate it, not your mind. Now don't be surprised if you send out the wrong emotions at first... that happens a bit, but you'll get the hang of it." He descided to tease Will a bit and smiled softly before whispering into his ear. "Now, what did you mean by that... whole 'other things' bit you said?" |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 24 2005, 09:05 AM Post #27 |
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Will's eyes opened, mimicing the deer in the headlights scenario yet again. If it was even possible, his face turned an even deeper shade of crimson. He hadn't realized what he had said, and now he was on the level of mortification. He looked down, not knowing what to say, but having the feeling that he would pop a blood vessel soon if he kept blushing like this. Or at least get a nosebleed. He tried to find his voice, but when he did, it was basically a stutter, no real words formed, and those being pretty hard to understand. "Err.... I.... I.... I....I...I...I.... didn't.... well... you see... I..... wasn't really... thinking.... and well.... oh boy....." He just quickly looked off to the side again, unable to make eye contact yet again without running the risk of blushing deeply, which was a bit too late for that anyway, but still. He just looked off to the side, speechless, not knowing what he had meant, but fully knowing what Greg meant when he had said that sentence. |
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| Tenkari | Jun 24 2005, 09:32 AM Post #28 |
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Greg giggled softly and smiled as he leaned in and kissed Wirian's cheek softly. He had ment to embarass will with that comment and obviously it worked, maybe even better than he thought, could it seemed he could barely string two words together. He laughed a bit as he tried to get Will to look him in the eyes. "Come on, I seriosuly didn't think.... you'd get that embarassed by a tease... I know your not ready for that, which is why I asked for clarification. You goof, you thought I was serious? I know not to rush things like that." Acually, he was partially serious, but he knew that he said was also true. besides, the lake was a rather romantic lace, theoretically it could happen, but he wanted Will to be comfortable, not nervous as hell, it wouldn't be that enjoyable then. He gently poked Will in the stomach as he kissed Will's cheek once more. |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 24 2005, 09:42 AM Post #29 |
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"You're not very nice....." The red was starting to drain from his face, and he was finally able to look up, a playful yet cross look on his face. He just stared at Greg, a wierd feeling in the pit of his stomach. He didn't want to try and mess up, but he knew inwardly that Greg would understand. He just wasn't sure how to go about it. He sighed, then lifted himself up a bit, his lips gently touching Greg's. He quickly pulled back, blushing, not knowing really what to do. It's not that he didn't want to, but he was just nervous, not really knowing how to, even with what Greg had said. He just looked down, leaning his head on Greg's shoulder, sighing. "I just can't seem to do it... I want to... badly... but I just can't... Sorry...." |
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| Tenkari | Jun 24 2005, 09:50 AM Post #30 |
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Greg nodded softly as he brushed one oif his ears away from his face,his arms sliped about Will again and pulled him close in a hug, a smile across his face as he held onto Wirian. He didn't care about that, ell, not that much, but he knew enough to wait, Will would tell him when he was ready. "I understand Will, besides... rushing can be a bad thing sometimes, especially things like this. But you should watch what you say from now on, I might take you up on any offers next time." He giggled softly and kissed Wirians lips and both cheeks. It was true, he might not be as forgiving next time, of course if he slips up in public he'd have to let it slid, doing that kinda stuff infront of others was wrong, and needless to say embarassing to all parties, thus will would never speak to him again. |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 24 2005, 10:03 AM Post #31 |
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"Ya.... I guess.... But.... maybe later..... Just not... now...." He smiled shyly, then hugged Greg back, enjoying the closeness they were sharing. It was really fufilling, that was for sure, and it made him feel good when he did it. He had almost forgotten about the rabbit ears on his head until one fell forwards, covering one of his eyes. He just smiled, not moving an inch from his position. After a while, he looked up, his trance semi broken. "So... what do you want to do now? Not that I mind just sitting here.... with you...." |
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| Tenkari | Jun 24 2005, 10:18 AM Post #32 |
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Greg giggled softly and kissed Wirian once again, he didn't care what they did,but he felt wirian should do whatever he felt comfortable doing, he didnt want to suggest something then wirian object to it, he felt best if Wirian chose. He smiled and kissed Will softly, then brushed the ear away from Will's face. "Hmm, why don't you choose? We can do whatever you want. It seems like we are always doing what I want." |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 24 2005, 04:30 PM Post #33 |
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"I know why.... Whether it was me or the other me.... I know why he was always doing what you wanted to do... Because we want to see you happy... It doesn't mater what we are doing... As long as you are happy... I know I am..." He smiled sincerly, sitting back slightly, not relinquishing the closeness, just creating a small gap so they could talk. The gap wasn't all that neccesary, he just really didn't feel like talking into Greg's shoulder, no matter how comfortable or natural it felt, or how much he really would rather be there then any farther away. He closed his eyes, then laughed, opening one, staring right at Greg from under the flopped over rabbit ear, then stuck out his tongue playfully. "So, mostly, what I want to do is what you want to do. Hehehe, looks like you don't have much of a choice now, do you?" |
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| Tenkari | Jun 24 2005, 06:06 PM Post #34 |
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Greg blinked a bit as Wirian so blatantly tricked him into choosing what they should do, he was a bit surprised about it, and couldn't believe it. Wirian seemed to have a tricky side, but at least it seemed like he wasn't thinking with his brain anymore, he wasn't as nervous. he leaned forward and kissed wirian playfuly then leaned back again as he thought. "Well, I would say we could go for a swim... but then again, after what happened last time.... I doubt that would be a good idea. What about just going for a walk, just the two of us? there's not a whole lot else we can do.... at least not without rushing our relationship like hell." |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 24 2005, 07:39 PM Post #35 |
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"True.... I don't picture you.... as someone who would drag anyone into.... things.... So, a walk it is." He smiled, then scootched back, ending up in a crouching position in front of Greg, smiling, his hands in front of him, holding him up slightly. He didn't know what was going on, but he liked it. He looked right at Greg, a blush spreading across his face, but he didn't look away this time. Something about the lighting made him just really look spectacular. A few seconds later, he looked off to the side, off into space, the blush spreading as he started to talk. "I... don't know whether... to call you... handsome... cute... or just plain gorgeous...." |
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| Tenkari | Jun 25 2005, 12:20 AM Post #36 |
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Greg blushed himself as he heard will talk, he didn't really know what to say however he knew he had to say something. He leaned forward and Hugged Will lightly and kissed his cheek as thought about what to say, then spoke. "Hmm, Gorgeous sounds nice... but I like cute better, I think it fits me better as well. You look cute with those ears on, I'm glad you like them." Greg slowly got to his feet and clasped hsi arms behind his back agin, like he did in the cafeteria, and lightly rocked back and forth on his feet, waiting for Wirian to stand up. "Do you need help up, or can you manage it by yourself." He giggled softly as he teased Wirian. |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 25 2005, 09:32 AM Post #37 |
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"Thanks, but I can manage on my own." He laughed, rising quickly from the squatting position to a standing one. For a second, he just stood there, a wierd look in his eyes, the color draining from his face. He started to wobble back and forth, then fell forwards, grabbing onto Greg for support. He felt light headed, and his body was just deciding to give up. He didn't feel good, or normal, it just felt like he was falling, even holding onto Greg. After a few moments of just standing there, catching his breath again, he looked up at Greg and smiled weakly. "I think.... I just got up too quickly...." After another few moments, he got back onto his own two feet, smiling. He laughed, rubbing the back of his head, smiling sheepishly. He then looked around, laughing. "Alright, so where should we go?" |
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| Tenkari | Jun 25 2005, 03:58 PM Post #38 |
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Greg instantly knew what waswrong with Wirian, he was probably hungry as hell b the way he lookd, and acted. His ehes closed a bit as he held onto wirian. Then wirian pulled away and Greg smiled softly, he put an arm around Wiian's shoulder, just incase he fell again. "Maybe we should get something to eat first..... I'm kinda hungry, and I bet you are too. Then we can go on a walk through... the forest." He was worried about Wirian's health, neglecting yourself like that could be really bad, and he didn't want to see something bad happen to will. |
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| LyrianWind | Jun 25 2005, 04:55 PM Post #39 |
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"It's alright.... I'm fine.... I just got up too fast.... But if you... want... to... eat... I'm...." Will smiled, taking a step backwards, wobbling a bit. Everything started to go out of focus, then back in quickly. Soon, his entire world was spinning, a bit faster than he was expecting. He took another step back, his pupils dilating, his breathing becoming harsh and ragged. He couldn't breath, he couldn't see, and he was loosing it very quickly. He didn't know what was going on. He couldn't focus. He wasn't hungry, but he felt like he hadn't eaten in days. He wasn't tired, but he felt like he hadn't slept in years. He tried to regain his balance again, only to stumble backwards again, this time to his knees. Placing both hands on the ground, he started to try and focus, to regain everything. After a few seconds, he got up slowly, smiling weakly. He laughed, taking a step forward, right towards Greg. Then, without warning, he fell forwards, heading straight for the ground, him unable to catch himself this time. He wasn't going to be conscious, whether he hit the ground or not. Too much lost sleep and too little to eat over the last few days had finally caught up with him. "fine......" |
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| Tenkari | Jun 25 2005, 06:45 PM Post #40 |
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Greg reached out and grabbed Wirian as he fell, catching him mere inches above the ground. His eyes were watering, knowing that he had caused this condition, he had to help, otherwise it would be bad, but what could he do? He'd take Wirian to his room, at least there he could rest while he made something for him. while sure it would be a risk, it would be a lot easier than hauling him up several floors to Wirian's own room. "Wirian, you'r not fine. now come on, were going to get some food in you. You'll feel better." With that he slung Wirians left arm over his shoulders, holding onto it as he began walking towards House Byakko. he knew it was a risk, but he was willing to take it inorder to help wirian. |
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